This Is Who I Am…Poem

 

Im Gracy, im a Dreamer.

All my life I have Seen Herd and Felt

Spirits around Me

I Love to Laugh have Fun

When im ill I will be Healed

Don‘t ask me How or Why.

That‘s me and only a Tip of the Iceberg.

I am thankful for My Life many times Over

I have Seen the Past

I hope to see the Future.

Visited many Worlds and Seen

The other Side.

All im going to say is “WOW”

Some Dreams come True. Some Not.

I see in Black and White and Colour, Smell & Slow Motion

I talk to my Family that have Past Over

I hear Angelic Music from afar-distant World Calling For Me

I can Feel your Anger your Pain your Loss.

Im a good LISTENER.

I am Just a Soul learning to Live In this Harsh World

Like You!

That’s why

I Don’t Claim to be anything But Me Myself & I, As nothing Comes To Me On Demand. So Please Don’t Ask.

Gracy Farraud ©Copyright 2006/7

NEED HELP WITH THIS PHOTO….Animal Orbs Are They Real?

Animal Orbs are they real

THE FIRST ONE

THE SECOND ONE

Saturday evening my cat Nova Black was acting weird she was looking down the hallway I decided to get my camera out and take a few pictures of her laying on the floor, I took the first one and saw a white bright light on the top of her head so I took another one to see if it shows up in the second one and it didn’t. I didn’t use a flash .

Under the bright orb you can see an eye…the thing is, I didn’t take any picture of her facing the camera so it’s not her eye under the bright light…so I need your input on what it could be. It’s funny how the bright light is on her crown chakra. DO CATS HAVE CROWN CHAKRAS?

You may copy these pictures to your computers so you can look at them in detail. Or I can send you the originals.

I Experienced Three Past Lives In A Matter Of Minutes

I decide to go lay down and I drifted in to a light sleep with me opening my eyes every so often to check on the time. I did this several times…then I would settle back into a light sleep. only to have a feeling of being pulled through time backwards while having this done to me., I could hear Ppl talking, shouting, screaming, laughing, horses, dogs barking. I’ve never had it this bad before I started to feel sick cos I felt confused at what was happing to me. Im still being pulled backwards at a great speed. But I felt light also with the noises I could see different periods of time.

I found myself in the country side, I was walking out of a church with my little sister I don’t think we had any parents. I was about 14 or 15 and I was a boy. I looked down at my self to see what type of clothing I was wearing then looked up and stood still, we where on a hill top and I could see for miles around into the village down below, also in the distance I could see a big manor house it was surrounded by tall trees and lots of green land around it. My sister jerked my hand and I looked down at her to see what she wanted. She pointed to a hat on the floor. I walked over to it, picked it up, then looked for the owner of the hat, it would go with a matching coat. I saw a young girl being helped up to a carriage she looked really I’ll. I ran over to her and said, “Miss, Miss. I think you dropped this,” stretching my hand out to her with her hat in it. She looked at me with a weak smile and said thank you, her mother who was sitting next to her looked at me like I was a beggar or something along those lines. I thought while I got their attention I’d ask for her name. She told me her name twice but it kept getting distorted I only managed to hear her say her surname it was Beaumont

As they drove past I had some pennies thrown from the carriage I didn’t pick them up I walked back to my sister and knelt down to her because she was crying. I think they came from the manor house.

Then I was feeling that light sensation again and being dragged backwards this time into the earth. Like I was in a pit.The noises came flooding back into my ears it was dark.

I found myself hiding in the forest. I was a little boy no more than the age of 6 or 7 I was scared out my wits but also I could sense the fear in this boy through me, he was shaking with it or I should say I was. Through the trees I could hear and see the dogs barking and see men shouting…they had sticks with fire coming from them. Im guessing this was their torches lol they were shouting out no one leaves the Village any one caught leaving the village will be killed instantly. The voice kept screaming this out. I couldn’t move, I am frozen on the spot. I heard one of them say “They must be found we can’t let them go to other villages and spread this terrible disease.” I was taken back to when the Black Death – Black Plague was rife in the country.

I then started to get the dragging and lightness again with all the noises. This time I could hear gun shots from a heavy machine…also I was getting a weird sensation on my head like it was splitting open but with out the pain just a numb feeling With a buzzing sound. I was shown two ships next to each other out on the sea. I was dragged into one of the ships the weird sensation on my head got stronger. I opened my eyes to some woman on her knees next to me. I was half sitting up I could see the style of boots I was wearing. looking on the floor there was a broken clay jug and all it’s contents spilled on the floor…tables upturned and holes in the side of the ship. I looked around the room and there were men in the same position as me. I put my hand up to where I had the weird feeling and then looked at my hands. OMG! my hands where covered in blood. I really felt sick which in the “NOW” I don’t get sick looking at blood. I think I passed out at that time or died. Then felt the dragging backwards again then felt I was back in the “NOW.” And I could still feel the numbing on my head for a while afterwards.

Words of wisdom from Gracy

I am One…But One of many.

Gracy K Farraud © 2007

My Artwork 2007/8/9

Hope you enjoy my Artwork..Some of it is from Dreams,Visions,Premonitions. I have been sketching,Painting Since 2007. So hope you like and please leave a comment cos me loves them. Gracy

MY ARTWORK 2007/8

Vision/Dream I had. With Art Work Done By Me

Digital Art Work By Me

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.

The Picture Above was a Vision/Dream I had a few months ago.

I’m standing in a room it’s dark around the sides, even though I can’t see the sides or the roof and the only light that was emanating from the room was coming from the middle, like a ball of light. I walked closer to the light when a man came into view he was sitting in a chair in the light . I stopped 5 feet in front of him and just looked at him, he said nothing to me…then out of nowhere a screen came into view in front of him. It was see-through then he pointed to the screen and One’s and Zero’s came onto the screen. He still said nothing to me he just kept pointing at the screen and looking at me…As if he was telling me something, But what I don’t know. Then the room went dark and I woke up. So here it is. More art work coming soon.

Things I Have To See

I was standing in my old street the one I grew up in; it had 4 massive grassy areas with a road going through the middle of it. I found that I was looking up at the sky thinking it doesn’t look right? I mean it was blue but it just wasn’t right, the clouds where starting to move faster and faster and get darker, and the sky was no longer blue it also had turned dark. But then the earth started to spin I mean really spin to point I just wanted to puke my guts up. I remember putting my arms out to steady myself only to hit my bedroom wall in my sleep. I though this to be odd as I was supposes to be asleep RIGHT!! Any way back to the dream.

 

As the earth was spinning I was getting visions of destruction on earth like water over flowing in rivers and fish dying and the sea coming into land and then the drought no water in the rivers or seas; and trees being pulled up, building being blown up or falling down, Aeroplanes falling from the sky. Rain was like acid burning into parked cars, hailstones were the size of footballs, tornadoes appeared right in front of me, and the wind was really blowing and that noise it makes. I remember putting my fingers in my ears at this point; and I was wishing like hell for it to stop, `not cos I was scared but cos I felt sick with the spinning going on. I managed to lay on the floor but these visions where still with me. They were being played to me as fast as the spinning was happening. Like a video on fast-forward.

 

I then decided to crawl into the house I thought I’d be safe in there. But as I got in side everything in the house was shacking the floorboards where coming up I just laid they’re waiting for this to stop.

 

I’ve had lucid dreams before where im in control but this one I just couldn’t, I couldn’t change it or make it more pleasant for me. I had to just wait it out I had to keep seeing the killing of ppl and animals the destruction of the weather, and the bombs going of tanks going by men marching in full battle gear I hated every minute of it. This seemed to go on for hours but of course this was just a smidgeon of that time.

 

Finally after what seemed forever every thing started to slow down really slowly. I stayed on the floor for a while b/cos I felt dizzy and sick. I got up after a while and looked out side, then went out side. I looked at the sky the colour of it was a mix of red and orange the sun was closer to the earth and the heat was so intense I felt thirsty within seconds. The clouds where still they’re, and moving fast and kind of disappearing fast too. I looked to the floor and the once so green grass was now dry and brown.

 

I woke up after that…well I was kind of awake anyway it’s too hard for me to try and make you understand what I mean when I say that.

 

Man when they want to show me things they don’t half show me. And try a shit the living daylights out of me. I was 24 when I had this one.

A Premonition

THIS ONE WAS A PREMONITION

 

I was aware that I was flying above the cloud’s enjoying the tranquillity of just flying. When i turned my head to the left and saw that I was flying next to an aeroplane. I was that close that I could see a young child looking out the window at me, and waving and giggling at me. Me being me I waved back there was no sound coming from the aeroplane it was very quiet up there. When I looked down I saw the sea below me. For some reason I got the name Bermuda Triangle in my head. Then on the far right I could see a big city in the distance for some reason I had the name of London in my head. And I could see familiar buildings like Big Ben, The BT tower, the Tower Bridge, the River Thames. I was thinking this can’t be right London can’t be in the middle of the Bermuda Triangle surly But then this is… a… “Dream” right? By this time the aeroplane had gone and I was alone again. When the word London came up at me literally. “LONDON” LONDON” LONDON” 3 times in big words these words came up out of the sea this startled me. And then I just woke up and thought that was a strange dream. I always tell a close friend about my dreams so I no im not going mad lol I do this just for Conformation on my part.

 

3 weeks later there was 2 bombs that went off in London. I can’t remember if there was anything wrong with any aeroplanes at that time. I can’t even remember what year it was, it was such a long time ago.

WAKE UP! IT WILL HAPPEN

 

I find myself standing in the middle of the road watching ppl trying to kill each other there was many trucks loading up food and water and woman and children in the middle with the men standing up around them facing out wards protecting them. They were holding guns and sticks in there hands ppl that did not have transport were trying to pull them from the back of the trucks and beat them with sticks or shooting at them to get access to the water and food and take the trucks they were heading for the hills. Many ppl lay dieing on the floor trucks running into ppl shops and houses where on fire. I had this dream early December 2007

 

Also in the same week I was shown an oilrig out in the ocean I was just hovering above it I could see it’s flames burning one minuet then it went out. Then woke up.

 It took me some time to work this one out. I guess they were showing me something is going to happen to the oil all around the world.

 

An Unexpected Visit to Warwick Castle Summer 1998

An Unexpected Visit to Warwick Castle Summer 1998

The Dungeon

My friend and I decided to go on a Murder Mystery weekend I’d been wanting to go on one for years and snatched up the first chance I got.

We booked it and had to travel all the way out to the Cotswolds.

 

The day came, we got up really early made our way to the coach house, we had a long drive ahead of us it was going to take most of the day to get to where we was going . The coach driver was saying we was on time and that he would be driving through Stratford-Upon-Avon (For those that don’t know this place, it is where Shakespeare was born) And asked us he had an hours pip stop, would we like to get off the coach in Shakespeare county or stop off in Warwickshire . Every one opted for Warwickshire. So a little further down the road we stopped off in a car park But this was not any old car park it belonged to Warwick Castle. My friend is like saying OMG! look where we are. And im like looking at her saying it’s a car park get over it lol (See, I had my head under my coat cos being a night worker I was trying to get some much needed sleep, so I didn’t see where we was.) My friend is pointing out the window saying LOOK have a look will you. So I look and I get this big grin spread across my face. OMG if only you could see what greeted me through the window. The coach driver says you got an hour and ten mins brake so I jumped up and ran to the door leaving my friend behind lol.

 

Walking up to the Castle was a breathtaking experience for me. I stood there in awe of this magnificent Building I was in my element I was so excited I could have screamed lol I love going to Castles Don’t ask why I just do. Anyway we get to the kiosk and I ask the guy behind the counter what’s the best place to visit in side the castle I have on hour. LOL he looks at me saying are you serious it will take you all day to walk round the castle lol I said I have an hour so just tell me what rooms are the best to look at. He laughed but told us to visit the Dungeons and the Ghost Tower. So with that we paid our £10 pound and off we went to the dungeon.

 

We had to go down a narrow dark stone stair case to get to the dungeons we got to the first room where a guide was talking about the dudgeons and what went on in there. I was at the back with my friend…there was no one behind us im looking up at the ceiling where they have these hanging cages, they put ppl in them to rot after torturing them. When all of a sudden I was pushed violently towards the guy in front of me I fell on to my knees the guy in front turned round to see if I was ok and picked me up lol my friend looked at me and said what did you do that for. Im like meee I did nothing I ’m just standing here. She was laughing at me but I didn’t see the funny side at all and made up an excuse that I tripped up the floor. I then said I need to get out of here and my friends could see I was not messing about and agreed to go back up stairs. When we got back up stairs and out into the fresh air my friend said what happened but I didn’t tell her I just stuck with the story of me tripping up the floor. I didn’t want to scare her. But did tell her years later. LoL She said she thought something weird went on cos of the force that I was pushed forward and knowing there was no on behind us.

 

The Ghost Tower

 

We made our way to the Ghost Tower over the far side of the castle we enter a big heavy wooden door and walk up the spiral stone steps we got to the first room which was done out like a sitting room it’s dark and gloomy with big tapestries hanging from the walls. I felt like I wanted to open windows to let air in. We moved up to the bedroom and this was decorated in heavy thick curtains and it was also dark in there after standing around for a bit we moved towards the steps to go down and out of the building. On our way down I said to my friend stop and listen for a moment and she’s like “What” im saying shush listen so she listens then looks at me and I got this big grin on my face, She says to Oh no what are you going to do and with out telling her I just did the sinister Laugh and then we listened and we could hear all the American kids screaming lol so I did some more sinister laughing and we ran down the steps. (Now imagine this two women running down a spiral stone steps laughing and it pitch black the only lights in the stair well is under lighting on the steps lol) We got to the bottom where we stumbled into a souvenir shop. Im like oh shit lol So we pretend nothing went on up there and walk about the shop lol standing over by the exit I turned round to my friend who was laughing uncontrollably in the other corner. When loads of kids come running into the shop and out the exit door well we was wetting ourselves even there guardians where screaming to get out the door lol. (You have to be there and see what we saw it was so funny lol)

 

Any way after looking around the shop for a bit …I go up to the counter to pay for my things. And the woman behind the counter looks me in the eye and say that’s the best one yet lol Im like pardon, I don’t know what you mean lol Well, she slides her body to one side and shows me she was watching all along lol Then she say you scared the kids big time and I can’t wait to show my boss this one lol OMG!! She had CCTV camera set up on all the rooms and the stairs, so she got to see what the kids faces was like when I did my first Sinister laugh PLUS she herd me lol. Im wondering if they still have me on tape lol

 

I will write up about the Murder Mystery soon it was great fun.

 

Go Forth And Be You Poem

 

 

NEVER give IN never give UP
SAY it out LOUD and say it with PRIDE
DON’T hold it IN don’t hold it BACK
Embrace LOVE with out stretched HANDS
TIME will TELL & time will HEAL.

Never let Anyone Judge you

SO
Go FORHT and be YOU.

By

Gracy Farraud 7/4/07

Even today it still eats away at my soul.

Even today it still eats away at my soul.

 

I can still feel that bad energy just by thinking of that night back in 2001.

 

One of my friends begged me to come to her Pr Christmas Gathering at her house, (knowing I hadn’t been out much that year due to an accident with my back I was still feeling the affects of it even though it happened 7 months prior. So when I wasn’t at work I was resting up with painkillers.) So after telling me it’s not a party with out you and you need to get out and have some fun … So I gave in, and said save me a seat cos I wont be standing and I wont be drinking either. I didn’t want to go I was not in the party mood but agreed to go to make her happy.

 

I got there after every one else because I like to get to parties late it was just a small gathering of family and some friends. I sat down after I had said hello to every one. I was sitting by the back door where a group of men where chatting, I kept looking round to them because I kept getting an unsettling feeling and it was only coming from this group of men. I looked at each of them and they where all talking and smiling like men do when there all together. So I just got on with talking to my friends but every now and then I had to keep looking over my shoulder because the feeling was getting really strong as the night went on. In the end one of my friends said… why do I have that look on my face when you look over your shoulder? Im like, I don’t know I just feel like something is going to happen. (I can feel it in my bones then gave out a nervous laugh)

 

My friend’s boyfriend was standing on his own the last time I looked over my shoulder and it was then that I realised that this bad energy was emanating from him. It was so bad that it scared me even though he was acting normal around every one his energy was telling me a whole different story. I started to get really uncomfortable around him to the point I wanted to cry. In the end I had to go home early and everyone was saying don’t go you haven’t been here that long. But I had to go. I had to get out of there and away from him. I said my good bys and hugged my friend real tight and said I’ll phone you tomorrow ok.

 

Walking the short distance home I wanted to turn back and say something to her but what would I say? If I was wrong in saying something to my friend would she tell me don’t be stupid and make me really look stupid.

I didn’t get much sleep that night it was eating away at me I should have said something to her.

I phoned her the next day but know one answered my call so now Im really worried that something has happened, I kept phoning all day. In the end she answered my call. I could tell something was up even though she said she was fine I didn’t believe her and told her to tell me what happened when everyone went home.

 

She told me that she & her boyfriend got into a heated argument and he ended up giving her a beating.

 

If only I had warned her…